k so i know i haven't been on or posted much of anything lately and I'm sorry i just have school work and such you know how that is but anyway I'm now one of the minions of adults that have a tattoo and yes i know they're like crack, yes i will get more, and yes i will have pictures.

now then for those who don't know I'm head over heels in love with a boy......who is out of the country for a semester.....and no i haven't meet him yet but I've had several conversations with him and even told him i really like him, and to my joy he has showed interest in me and that makes me incredibly happy because, i have self-esteem issues and i know i shouldn't but i do and there is not much anyone can do about, so when a boy I'm in love with show an interest in me it makes me feel...like i can take on anything and those are the moments that make me want to live. and we have a nickname for him that he doesn't know about and it is Aiden. I'm hoping to meet him over the summer and no i wont be alone and no i know he's not a dirty old man searching for under age girls because he is a friend of a friend. so yeah.

and in 12 days i will turn 20 and it leads me too wonder where the time has gone and i feel....so.....odd i guess is the best term for what i feel.

well that's it, i'll upload some pictures tonight for anyone who really cares.